The last couple of weeks I have been on my audition grind, which is why I haven't posted! But since I am probably not getting seen today, I figured I would dedicate a little time to talking about what you can do when you don't get seen.
Let me catch you up to speed:
Got the 6am bus to NYC this morning with 2 EPA's on the docket. Both, thankfully, in the same building. But little did I consider that today... is Monday: when every working actor is off.
I add my name to the lists. I'm at 29 for Forestburgh (not bad, not bad). Then 46 for Pioneer. BUT DON'T FORGET ABOUT THE ALTERNATES! Alternates are additional Equity actors that were not able to get an appointment. They get to jump on the alternate list and get seen in the instance that there is room in the schedule or someone doesn't show up for an appointment.
Yeah, for Pioneer that list was in the 60s. I would call that audition a bust. Forestburgh has a better chance of seeing EMC's before lunch, but they also have full appointments and an alternate list.
Obviously, this is infuriating. When you finally arrive to your destination and realize after 5 minutes that you probably won't get seen today, it feels like a low blow. Time and money both went into preparation and travel. You start going through all the things you could be doing, like sleeping, for example. And now, you have about 5.5 hours to kill before you catch that bus home.
I am happy to report that I didn't end up down the rabbit hole of regret and wanted to share how I was able to redirect my thoughts.
First thing that came to mind was discipline. The act of getting on the bus in the AM and committing to a routine is no easy feat. I have been going to New York since January, and each time it has gotten easier. All evidence of self-care (which I hope to continue to write more about!), and discipline. I am committed to showing up no matter what my circumstances.
If you show up, you prove that you take yourself seriously.
Second, I have an audition tomorrow. I am going to auditions for the next month and a half. I have some time to look over that material and feel better prepared. I can also check auditionupdate.com to see what else is happening today, or go onto Playbill to plan for future auditions. I get excited by the endless opportunities I have ahead.
Let it go and put your energy into the next thing!
There is always something you can do. And I figure that out based on what I need. Today, for example, I was able to make a blog post, send some emails, and read some plays. I put on this fantastic new playlist created by my friend Trevor, got to write, and treated myself to a coffee. Writing is my way to remain creative and positive outside the audition room.
Plan ahead by bringing tasks, or something creative to work on.
Last thing, don't be afraid to leave your headshot/self submit. You have nothing to lose, especially if you are local, by sending a specific email about what show and role you think you're right for. The worst that can happen is they won't respond. At NYC open calls, many times you have the opportunity to leave your resume. You might as well! Especially if you feel especially right for the season. I myself am trying to get in a more consistent habit of following up after going to EPA's.
Don't be shy; put yourself out there!
We are half-way through audition season, and despite a few hiccups here and there, I am striving to stay motivated and positive. For the most part, I am truly enjoying myself. In previous years I have held full-time jobs that did not allow me to go out for things like I am now. I am learning a ton. I hope you are getting out there too and finding the JOY.
Happy Auditioning.... <3<3xoxoxoxo<3<3